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Sunday, March 02, 2008

Meiji milk + Lipton tea + Caffe Mocha + Non fat milk = Weekend Busted

Disclaimer* Before you proceed, I warn you that this is not gonna be a pleasant posting.Not if you were me.

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Photobucket Stupid pic, I know but who doesn't love Meiji milk? You?
Despite the knda excellent weather that's made for lying on bed on Saturday morning, I still got up cheerily.
I prayed for a beautiful day, a beautiful movie, a beautiful me the night before. Guess what? Don't be too greedy the next time round, 2 outta 3 didn't came true.

Actually the weather is beautiful, romantic at least! Of cos' that is till your date is late.
To be upfront honest, I wasn't that unreasonably petty.I understand he stays an island away and it's probably really but only understandable that that whole stretch of stupid BKE got jammed again under such weather?

I wasn't one that pardon punctuality that easily especially your date is more than 4.5 years old. I mean seriously like what the fuck, if I were to spell it right out.
Even if you are late due to any unforeseen catastrophe that happens along the way, at least have the blardy courtesy to message me telling me that you are gonna be late. Don't tell me what shite happened till I messaged, till I called and asked.
Probably you may think I am gonna be pissed anyhow,you are darn right!

You know ladies, we are always complaining about the guys can never listen to what we really want? You know, they never change? I particularly detest when guys always said ,"Why don't the ladies tell us what they want instead of wanting us to guess it right?"
Fuck off.

I dunno about you? I told in written form, verbal form, hinting form and even tried spiritually perhaps. Nothing works?!
Infact the longer they stay by your side, the more of the damn thing they become to be. Sometimes I dont even understand why we need them anymore?
(So SW, if you read this, I hope you won't eventually become who we detest our boyfriends to be.)

So back to being late. If you are late for more than 30 minutes, what difference it is to make for another few more minutes? Go grab something that will make us smile and apologise profusely that you are so sorry?
Jason probably thinks that I am only joking when I mentioned the night before that he should bring me a stalk of flower to meet me tomorrow.
He is right that the flower is gonna die in my hands either how and he is right when I am joking. It apparently doesnt knock into the males' dense head that this would WORK still the next day,especially he is late.
No flowers, keychains, flurry small bears? What is so DAMN HARD about sparing a few notes on that?We are not asking it every single day we meet?

This to you may be our regular Saturday meet up time but why don't you damn arses start worshipping every single meet up time as a proper date. You have watched movies like 50 First Dates and why don't you learn a thing of two from Adam Sandler??
5 years down the road, 10 years down the road..you mean this should change? We are not ESPN! BUT I think you respect your time with ESPN better than us.

So sick & dampening the mood is when I was presented with a rather tardily & a lil' not that well dressed date. Not well dressed in the sense that come on, can you just wake up earlier or probably sleep earlier the night before to make a lil' effort in looking right for me?
I am sick of guys who look & dress like they don't respect dressing & self-grooming anyhow.
Now don't get me started of being shallow or not, this is separate issue altogether. I said IT IS!Period.

The rather infuriating thing is Jason won't attempt to make me smile. It is too my fault that I pulled a face but the initial thought was to see whatcha gonna do with me and then it became a real frown cos'you did nothing or perhaps given a benefit of doubt, didn't know how to deal with it?
So he said everything's on him today. Ok, I just randomly picked up a ugly monkey seat cushion and made him spent ten bucks on this.




Actually it is really soft & good for my pink Ikea chair that provides nil back support.Photobucket

The Leap Years was good except for Qi Yu Wu's angmoh. I don't understand why it's a whole movie of everyone who can speak good English and they decided to add in someone like him?Honestly am sick of seeing his face on the big screen but overall this movie is so much better than the usual Jack Neo's ones. At least something so different (& romantic).

Oh before the movie, I decided to start off breakfast without Jason @ Delifrance.

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I had my Lipton tea. Then I was thinking if I drink coffee later (which I did), would it churn up to be Yuan Yang coffee in my stomach and I probably would L.S (lao sai!).
Omen came true anyhow.

I was a lil affected by the movie. Which emotional movie doesnt spell disaster for emos like me?
Do you find someone who can live with or you rather find someone who you can't live without?
Wong Li Lin, in the show said she would find someone whom she can't lived without and I was stuck there.
Sigh.

It was not before long we took the long bus ride to Millenia walk. (Ps: It is too, sickening that Jason never really thought of where else to go in every other date. I am getting soooooo SICK of this!)
Photobucket Where weekend busted.
It was perhaps the 'yuan yang' in my stomach or the non fat milk which ain't really for direct consumption, I know but I did anyhow.It was just a small cup I took.
Mild food poison I detect. I even threw up a lil on the cab home. (In the Action City plastic bag.)

The very sensitive thing that Jason did even when I finally said I wanted to go home was he asked, "Wanna have dinner first?"
I seriously would have considered screaming at him if I wasn't in so much pain!


Like taking a pic of me in distress was very, very NICE & Sensitve of my date.Photobucket

I reached home,spent 1 session in the toilet and the rest of the night in bed. (Since like 6pm)
Sometimes this kinda diarrhoea pain is so much to endure that I ALWAYS prayed in my head since young for help. I promised to God that I would be a good gal, I will stop doing this and start doing that. I know God heard so much of these over the years that he knew I won't really perform up to deed.
And then I wondered how do women endured in giving birth? I mean those kinda diarrhoea pain is already asking for the limit and giving birth?
I hope technology has advanced till then giving birth can be done during sleep AND wake up the next day feeling like NORMAL.


I was in bed all the night but haven't really sleep. I kept waking up & was in so much pain.
My whole body felt like a raw pack of nerves and it aches so much. The whole body was like trying to push up the temperature but still no fever.
The agony pushes right through when the WHOLE time NO ONE comes in my room and asked what happened really?
Now this is really unfair! Is it even normal to see me lie in my bed since like 6pm in outside clothes? But actually you know what? It doesn't really bug me that much lah.
I just felt a lil erm...old time jealousy like a kid but then I thought nothing outta it.

By now the whole post is about to end.

8.43pm: "Wake up liao? Have a good rest with a lot of water..." - Jason

That was when I picked up my handphone and about to message when his came first.

8.45pm: "Was about to msg you. My whole body is aching but no fever. I couldn't realy zzz but dun wanna get outta bed. I miss the ramen from A.Sabu..."

Despite me feeling totally no appetite, I still miss that ramen! It was seriously nice and I was lying in bed dreaming that he would rush to one of the branches (nearest to me is like Central?) and packet one of me. Showed up at my doorsteps even at 10pm? I would shrivel in gratitude just to drink the soup.
Dream is just DREAM!They are only showcased on TV.

9.30pm: "Don't worry, when you recover, I brg you go eat again..." - Jason
Fair enough.
I really couldn't sleep and woke with the slightest of sound(which is like every other second.) and my body aches like shite. I didn't get up to pop panadol cos' I thought it would be better if my body could force the fever out?

9.57pm: " I feel very terrible now. My body aches so much but I can't force out the temperature and I have no really zzz since just now."

You know what?You know what?
NOT A SINGLE DAMN REPLY!

I dunno what he was busy with? Perhaps he decided to go work, perhaps decided to watch soccer, perhaps decided to hit rendevous with anyone?

NOT A SINGLE DAMN REPLY!

Oh just at 12.03pm, he msged me if I felt better?I warned him for a nasty post here.

I seriously don't see what's forgivable and you try to me tell me what's not?

You know something about boyfriend? They shouldn't hang around for too long? The longer your boyfriend is, the slimier they become. So if you can afford to and you love that guy alot, quickly vote for a status upgrade while their value still valids as a good boyfriend.

I woke up finally this morning with no nice note (like how do you feel?) on the fridge. No lunch. Dirty dishes yes. Housework undone yes. I cooked myself a bowl of noodles and it felt like it is still choked in my throat.

If there is a weekend in my calender that sucks like a weekday, this weekend sure proves itself.

DAMNIT, YOU I HATE!

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